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10 Huge Misconceptions About Emotional Child Abuse

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“How could you have been abused?” a grossly misinformed person in an adult survivor’s life may say. “You had a roof over your head, food in your belly, clothes, and no one ever hit you!”

But as every adult survivor of emotional child abuse knows, the essentials—good attention, unconditional love, and emotional support—were missing.

Unfortunately, however, many misconceptions about emotional child abuse abound. Here’s a look at some of the biggest ones.

Misconception #1: Emotional abuse is another word for verbal abuse

Fact: Emotional abuse includes verbal abuse, non-verbal abuse, and non-physical forms of abuse.

“Child abuse is more than bruises or broken bones,” state Melinda Smith, M.D., and Jeanne Segal, Ph.D, in a HelpGuide article. “While physical abuse is shocking due to the scars it leaves, not all child abuse is as obvious. Ignoring children’s needs, putting them in unsupervised, dangerous situations, or making a child feel worthless or stupid are also child abuse. Regardless of the type of child abuse, the result is serious emotional harm.”

For example, the silent treatment does not involve words nor physical abuse, but it inflicts on the shunned child a sense of insignificance, unworthiness. The silent treatment tells a child, “You have not behaved as I have desired, so your existence will not be acknowledged until you apologize or prove yourself under my complete control.”

Misconception #2: Emotional abuse is made up… People need to stop being so sensitive

Fact:  Emotional child abuse is real.

A form of emotional child abuse is “minimizing”—when the abuser admits an incident has occurred yet says it was not a big deal.

“Statements such as ‘You’re too sensitive,’ ‘You’re exaggerating,’ or ‘You’re blowing this out of proportion’ all suggest that the recipient’s emotions and perceptions are faulty and not to be trusted,” states the University of Illinois at Urbana-Champaign Counseling Center in an article about emotional abuse.

“Trivializing, which occurs when the abuser suggests that what you have done or communicated is inconsequential or unimportant, is a more subtle form of minimizing.”

The danger of minimizing and trivializing what happened is that the abused begins to feel full of self-doubt regarding his/her reactions, perceptions, and understanding of situations. Moreover, the abused starts squelching their “spider senses” that tell them when they are being abused.

Also, this belief that the abused need to “toughen up” gives free rein to the abused. It puts the blame for such behavior on the abused, who has to “toughen up,” rather than the abuser, who really needs to stop acting abusively.

Misconception #3: Emotional abuse is only name-calling

Fact: Abusive words aren’t just name-calling. Abusive words can be used to dismantle the spirit and self-esteem of another.

Verbal abuse can be used in…

  • Gaslighting someone (For example, the adult survivor is manipulated to make dinner for her mother, does so, and then the mother never shows up. When the adult survivor calls, the mother says, “I never said we’d have dinner tonight… You must’ve heard wrong.” Even when there’s proof to the contrary.)
  • Overly criticizing (“Your glasses make you look ugly. Your cheeks are too round. Your teeth are crooked.” All said within a few minutes, usually. Abused parents have a way of getting into monologues.)
  • Comparing them to others constantly and finding fault with the abused (“So-and-so’s son only worked at the company for a year, and he’s got a raise! How long have you worked at the place and had, what, no raise? He’s so brilliant, that’s why, probably.”)
  • Belittle what the abused loves (“You’re into Russian literature? That’s so nerdy. No one likes that. I’m sure you’ll have lots of friends loving that.”)
  • Backhanded “compliments (“You have such a beautiful face…. Now, if you could only lose weight for the rest of you.”)
  • Spreading insecurity (“I don’t want to be the one to say anything, but do you think your husband’s cheating on you? I mean, who really works at the office late anymore? Maybe if you were nicer…”)
  • Veiling abusive through the guise of love (“You know I love you, so that’s the only reason I’m telling you that everyone’s talking about how ugly you painted the house.” Or “I’m only telling this for your own good, but you really need to stop wearing jeans. They make your legs look too short.”)

Misconception #4: Emotional abuse is just part of life

Fact: Not true. Some families are emotionally healthy.

Moreover, no child needs to learn to accept being treated like nothing. Every person is worthy of dignity. We all matter in the eyes of God. Every life is precious.

To ask a child to suck it up or to tell an adult survivor that he or she needed to get used to the abuse is denying a person’s dignity.

No child should get used to be ignored, despised, maltreated, have his/her worth diminished, or made to feel unlovable.

That is true whether the child is alive in the 1800s, 1900s, or 2000s or in the far future.

Misconception #5: Parents would stop abusing their children if emotionally abused children just told their parents to stop

Fact: Telling a parent to stop is very difficult for abused children. And just telling someone to stop doesn’t mean he will. (People, after all, are not robots to be controlled.)

That said, emotionally abused children have been conditioned by their parents to squelch their emotional, spiritual, and physical needs to comply with their parents’ demands and needs. To speak up is to commit a grave crime in their parents’ eyes.

Still, some children do speak up, and when they do, they are told they are being too sensitive, they need to stop whining, they need to stop complaining, they’re being annoying, they need to toughen up, they should shut the hell up, they will be ignored for being a pain in the butt, etc.

If the parents cared how their children felt, they wouldn’t abuse them.

Change can happen but the abuse won’t stop due to someone just saying “stop.” The adult survivor needs to say stop, create healthy boundaries in the relationship, and even go No Contact for the amount of time necessary for the abuser to find therapy, learn new healthy skills, and establish a long-term pattern of nonabusive behavior.

Healing and change aren’t instant magic.

Misconception #6: People can spot an emotional abuser

Fact: Not. At. All.

Emotionally abusive parents very often abuse their children in view of no one except the abused child. In some circumstances, even the abused child’s sibling may not know of the abuse due to the parent’s triangulation of the sibling relationship, their favoring one child over the other, or conditioning the other siblings to accept the abuse of the one particular child.

A very common issue about adult survivors of emotionally abusive parents is that no one believes them because the friend or relative never saw the abuse. “But your parents are so sweet!” or “But I never heard them say one thing bad about you!” or “Your parents always spoke so well of you!” are common replies that adult survivors here.

All that is smokescreen behavior. Under the guise of concern, an abusive parent tells friends and relatives how his/her child is depressed or overly sensitive or troubled or prone to exaggeration. Before friends and relatives, the abusive parent may praise his/her child yet never give his/her child any praise—only harsh criticism or ignoring their accomplishments.

Myriad emotionally abusive parents look just like other parents and behave like emotionally healthy parents in public. (Narcissistic parents have it down to an art form.) However, what happens at home is the dark truth that the emotionally abused child knows.

Misconception #7: A psychologist needs to meet the emotionally abusive parent to make a diagnosis of whether an adult survivor was really emotionally abused

Fact: An adult survivor’s responsibility is first and foremost for his or her own safety.

An adult survivor of emotional child abuse must first get help for him/herself. Unfortunately, sometimes when they awaken, they are urged into family therapy by the abused parents.

Why is that?

Because abusive parents often know how to work the system and elicit the desire responses (after all, the abusive parents have been living double lives for a very long time).

Psychologists are only human. They make mistakes. And sometimes, abusive parents are master manipulators and/or actors, especially in therapy, and they can twist sessions with their children into a sobfest of how the parent cares and tries so hard but the child is troubled.

An adult survivor of emotional child abuse would do well to go to a therapist ALONE and talk in private about what has happened, what he/she feels, the reasons for going into therapy. Because of adult survivors have little capacity to express their feelings (due to being conditioned by the abusive parent to squelch any feeling that isn’t pleasing to the parent), the adult survivors need time to learn to acknowledge, recognize, and share their feelings.

A good, insightful therapist will recognize signs of emotional child abuse, will understand how to best reach the adult survivor, and will guide the adult survivor through the various stages of healing.

Misconception #8: A heart-to-heart conversation between parent and child will cure emotional child abuse

Fact: This misconception is similiar to #5 but this is like the extended version.

“If only I knew why you shutting me out!” an abusive parent will say in an email or phone call to the adult survivor, who has decided to start establishing healthy boundaries. “If only you had said something!”

Chances are that the adult survivor did mention his or her feelings at some point, but the abuser minimized, trivialized, denied, or just ignored the adult survivor’s feelings

Moreover, the “flying monkeys” of the abuser will often descend on the adult survivor and badger him/her, saying, “But did you tell your parent how you felt? Did you have a conversation about this?”

Because one conversation stops abuse, right?

Wrong.

One conversation can lead to the path of healing, but healing is not due to any magic spell or wishful thinking.

Abuse stops when a parent recognizes his/her abusive behavior, learns skill sets for healthy parenting, and seeks professional help. They can find help on various websites, but they also need to go to counseling and find out WHY they are abusive, how to stop it, and how to create a healthier bond with their children.

Misconception #9: All parents are abusive sometimes

Fact: Parents do err at times, but the systematic and persistent abusive behavior by the parent is what makes it abuse. A parent who loses his temper once in a very long while and blurts out, “Just do it! Stop being lazy!” is being an unkind parent in the moment but may not be an emotional abuser.

An emotionally abusive parent persistently acts that way, shows no desire to change, and continues creating excuses for behaving abhorrently.

Misconception #10: You need to maintain a relationship with your emotionally abusive parent because he/she is your parent

Fact: No. No, you don’t.

No one deserves to be in a toxic relationship. No one should be in a relationship with any person, parent or otherwise, who regularly seeks the diminishment of your being.

Unfortunately, emotionally abused children usually suffer in silence and bear the abuse until they are adults. Even worse, the adult children often continue in the same setup as when they were children because their abusive parents conditioned them to such abuse.

But adult children can stand up for themselves. They can say, “No more.”

An adult survivor of emotional child abuse does not owe anything to the parent. The adult child has already had to surrender his/her childhood to the abusive of the parent… Why give the adult years to the abusive parent, too?

Everyone, children and adults, deserve healthy relationships. The Counseling Center lists the following basic rights in a relationship with others. Though the list is for adults in relationships, it works for the adult survivor-parent relationship as well.

  • The right to good will from the other
  • The right to emotional support
  • The right to be heard by the other and to be responded to with courtesy
  • The right to have your own view, even if your partner has a different view
  • The right to have your feelings and experience acknowledged as real
  • The right to receive a sincere apology for any jokes you may find offensive
  • The right to clear and informative answers to questions that concern what is legitimately your business
  • The right to live free from accusation and blame
  • The right to live free from criticism and judgment
  • The right to have your work and your interests spoken of with respect
  • The right to encouragement
  • The right to live free from emotional and physical threat
  • The right to live free from angry outbursts and rage
  • The right to be called by no name that devalues you
  • The right to be respectfully asked rather than ordered

Everyone has the right to emotionally healthy relationships. No one should have to bear it because the abuser is related by blood or other familial ties.

“A person’s rightful due is to be treated like an object of love, not an object of use.” (Pope John Paul II,Love and Responsibility)


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veronica-jarski_authorVeronica Jarski is founder and managing editor of The Invisible Scar, a passion project dedicated to raising awareness of emotional child abuse and its effects on adult survivors. She has extensive editorial experience and a bachelor’s degree in journalism. Her work has been featured on myriad publications, such as Kapost, MarketingProfs, and Ragan.

 

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56 thoughts on “10 Huge Misconceptions About Emotional Child Abuse

  1. Wow. This is so timely, it’s as if you were peeking over my shoulder (in a good way). Last night my 88 year old mother tried to gaslight me with her recent favorite refrain, “Your memory is so bad. Your memory is SO BAD!” So I stood up to her and told her never to say that to me again, it’s gaslighting and manipulative and abusive. Then she gets all cold (she’s a social worker and really knows how to pour it on), and when that didn’t have the desired effect she launched into the “we gave you everything” drama. She’s perfectly healthy in every way, except for being a narcissistic abuser, so I have bought an RV and will be taking off shortly, to do something just for ME, with minimal to no contact. Thanks for this wonderful post. And by the way, my first therapist was at Champaign-Urbana 31 years ago when I was a med student. I was 5 months pregnant with my son, and it suddenly hit me that if I didn’t do something to prevent it, I would very likely pass on the abuse down on yet another generation…I can’t say I’ve been a perfect mother, not at all, but I can say I never belittled, ignored, name-called, or used my son as an emotional punching-bag the way I was used…And I pray that when he had children, he will do even better than I did, and of course he won’t be perfect either, because nobody is. In fact, one of the ways my mother likes to abuse me is by criticizing my parenting. God help us and protect is from evil.

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    1. Laura,

      What timing, right? Glad the article was there for you! And good for you for standing up to her. You can’t control your mother, but you can control whether you accept her abuse.

      Your RV plan sounds fantastic!

      Thanks for sharing your story about going to Champaign-Urbana. So many people email me about choosing to not have children due to fear of passing on the emotional abuse, but it’s NOT necessarily a given. (Even if some abusive parents tell their adult survivors, “You’ll see. You’ll be just like me!” That is sadly a common threat.)

      An adult survivor CAN break the cycle. One can do a good job. Not a perfect job… No parent is perfect. But an adult survivor can have a good relationship with their children once they are aware of the abuse, learn skills to stop the abuse, and make the the decision to stop the cycle Good on you for doing so.

      Peace and blessings.

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      1. Thank you so much for your support. I know I’m one of many who appreciate the information, validation, and comfort you provide on this site! I have to tell you, when I was growing up my mother used to “curse” me with, “I hope you have a child JUST LIKE YOU!” I always secretly thought, “Yeah!” And I did. He’s been a challenge from day minus 60 or so, but worth every hair I’ve pulled out of my head trying to raise him. He’s a very high functioning autistic, and so am I, so we both have our work cut out for us! I entirely understand those who choose not to have children because of sheer terror that they might pass on the abuse. It’s a tough job even if you have a neurotypical child. My own child has been in one kind of therapy or another since he was two. He’s 30 now, and still in therapy, and I’m very proud of him. He’s in his final year of his Ph.D., has a sweet girlfriend, and very strong intentions about how he wants to raise his family: being emotionally and physically present for them, and providing the kind of stability for them that I was not able to provide for him. Although I’m sad that I couldn’t be more present for him, I’m very happy and proud that he is making lemonade out of his lemons, and look forward to being a doting grandmother, which is something he also didn’t have (my mother doesn’t like him, and since she abuses me in his presence, that’s mutual. What a waste.) So my point is, even though it might take more than one generation to rework the family dynamic, it CAN be done, if at least one parent or caregiver is willing to put the (incredibly hard) work into it. My son’s father threw in the towel, but I was not about to see my son thrown to the wolves like I was. He fought me tooth and nail, but luckily I am even more stubborn than he is, and I found the resources to get him into a therapeutic boarding school, where he learned essential life skills and most importantly, self-accountability. I know I’m going on and on here, but I want other parents to know that sometimes you just have to dig your heels in, especially if you have been given the incredible gift of a “special” child (they’re all special, but you know what I mean). Make that list of all the awful things you NEVER want to say or do to your child, stick it on the fridge at eye level, read it every single day, and if you get to where you feel like you might “lose it,” call a friend, relative, babysitter, etc., and go for a walk/run/drive and cool off. And if you DO lose it, and everyone does now and then because we’re human, APOLOGIZE. OK, I’m done now 🙂

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    2. “I can’t say I’ve been a perfect mother, not at all, but I can say I never belittled, ignored, name-called, or used my son as an emotional punching-bag the way I was used…” Unfortunately, I know I picked up a few traits from my own mother, so I know I wasn’t perfect either, but I tried not to do to them what my mother did to me. My prayer for my family, as well as other families who have suffered from emotional abuse, is that through awareness that this cancer will be eliminated from future generations.

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      1. Amen. When I was five months pregnant with my son, it hit me like a ton of bricks: I don’t want to pass this pattern of abuse down one more generation! So I got my first therapist, who was wonderful. But the person who helped me the most way Captain Kangaroo. He had been emotionally abused, and he gave this wonderful piece of advice: write down all the hurtful names and other things you were called, and behaviours such as “the silent treatment,” and put that list on the refrigerator, to remind you never to doo these things to your own child. I did that, and for the most part it was a huge help. There are always things that are so subliminal that we can’t stop them, and there are always going to be slip-ups. But even if our children have a halfway better life than we have, that’s huge; and if we are able to make them aware that we are going down the generations, with the goal of making each one more healthy than the last, God willing if the world is still going round on its axis in five more generations, we will have accomplished our goal. Stay strong!

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      2. That was really good advice and, as parents, we need to be reminded every day because as you said, a lot of it was subliminal. I didn’t become fully aware of what was going on until very recently. It has been a real eye opener.The key, I think is to be aware of our actions and words not only how they impact our kids but future generations too. It’s like we’re in a “generational” battle.

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      3. We absolutely are, both in microcosm (family) and microcosm (culture). Like it or not, the whole world struggles with generational maladaptive beliefs and behaviours. One of my Hebrew teachers in Israel did an interesting experiment: She took a newspaper from 20 years ago, replaced the names, photos, and quotations with their modern equivalents, and..sonofagun, not one single thing has changed! I’m sure if you did the same thing with American newspapers you’d see some of the same; except I really do believe that there has been very significant generational change in the US, beginning with the Civil War, gaining momentum with “women’s suffrage,” the Civil Rights movement,

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      4. I thank you’re right about that Laura. There have been some significant changes, but overall, much of the same thing is happening. The difference that I see now, that gives me hope, is that some things, namely abuses, are being put out into the open, and breaking chains in the process.

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    3. Hello. Like you, my 80 year old mother is still emotionally abusing me. However she is in poor health (but not going to die anytime soon or become mute.) Advice? Going no contact will probably be frowned upon. I’m her only child and only relative, but I am at the end of my rope. I’m thinking of giving up my power of attorney and assigning it to her financial planner. I’m ready to walk.

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  2. Thank you for this validating account of how emotional abuse plays out. I still yearned for approval from my parents and underwent painful holidays and vacations in the hopes of improvement. It never happened until I became aware of the toxic relationship. It is horrible. I shared this post on my Facebook blog page.

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    1. Barbie,

      You’re very welcomed.

      It’s natural to want to have approval and love and acceptance from one’s parents… but an adult survivor more often than not does not receive that from abusive parents. Instead, they endure quite the opposite.

      I’m sorry for what you’ve endured. It sounds like you are on a path to better emotional health, however, and that’s a great thing!

      Peace to you.
      Onward and upward!

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  3. Reblogged this on The Narcissist's Son and commented:
    This is excellent! So many people believe that abuse only exists when someone ends up in the hospital. The truth is, the emotional piece is, in my opinion, much more destructive than the physical piece. The physical wounds heal, the emotional wounds may never heal.

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  4. Reblogged this on Therapy Sucks and commented:
    “‘For example, the silent treatment does not involve words nor physical abuse, but it inflicts on the shunned child a sense of insignificance, unworthiness. The silent treatment tells a child, “You have not behaved as I have desired, so your existence will not be acknowledged until you apologize or prove yourself under my complete control.”’

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    1. This is so true ANDI!

      When I did anything that my mother disliked, she would not only ignore me in her home when I used to visit but would also subsequently ignore me when driving her car if she met me and crossed the road if she met me on the street. I felt so ashamed, invisible and unworthy. At 41, I still struggle with those feelings but thankfully not as much as before. At 35 I stopped running after her and my father. When my mother would abuse me, even to screaming on the street, I would have to apologise for something that I didn’t even do. She never acknowledged what she did, let alone say sorry.

      The silent treatment is particularly insidious. I thank God that I am no longer part of that whole toxic system.

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  5. I am delighted with this post!! Over six years ago, I went no contact with my ‘in-denial, secondary abuser’ father and I have never looked back. My mother is a narcissist and caused mayhem in our family with the result that our sibling ‘relationships’ are extremely fractious to this day.

    When I confronted my father about my mother’s abuse, he didn’t deny it but went quiet for a few seconds and then retorted “but she is your mother!”, implying that due to the fact that she gave birth to me that I had to tolerate her abuse. This is a common myth that perpetuates and legitimises abuse and puts further burden on the victim by implying that we are the problem.

    I am delighted that this myth has been exposed on this post. No-one has the right to abuse another person, especially family, who are supposed to care for you even more. It makes the abuse even more heinous.

    I am delighted to say that I have finally broken the cycle of inter-generational abuse and I couldn’t be happier. It took a lot of courage and sticking to my guns, particularly when old feelings of guilt, fear and obligation took hold. My siblings have even tried to bully me into going back into the abusive triangle, just to suit them but I didn’t. It is sad that other family members do not support my decision. I’m still painted as the ‘evil one’. Thankfully, I am healing and living a very productive life. I encourage everyone to be true to themselves and to not give in to emotional blackmail or guilt manipulation. God Bless!!

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    1. “This is a common myth that perpetuates and legitimises abuse and puts further burden on the victim by implying that we are the problem.” Yes, this is where most of us get stuck, but as you point out, no one has the right to abuse any one else, especially a mother (or a father for that matter) who has been entrusted to love and protect the child they gave birth to.

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  6. Thanks for the great post. My parents are now respectful of me, but there are times I really wish that once childhood was over, I had cut ties. We never formed a true bond, so it’s just a pleasant, civil relationship now. I think it would’ve been empowering to have left for good though.

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  7. Thanks so much for this post and blog in general. Things that I’ve just taken as normal and tried to deal with (like I am too sensitive…how many times have I heard that over my life!) I’m finally seeing in the correct light. Although all 10 points are excellent, #5 really resonates with me. My abusive parent has never and will never ever acknowledge there is or has been any problem, except that I am and have always been too sensitive. Within the last few years, I’ve learned how to set boundaries and am so thankful for informative sites such as this one. Thanks again!

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  8. Reblogged this on An Unexpected Life Chosen and commented:
    This isn’t my usual type of post, but it’s a very thought-provoking piece, and it needs to be read, so I’ve reblogged it, to make people think……being Spiritual isn’t just about the good things in life, it’s also about the bad. We have to remember there’s a negative side.

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  9. Fantastic article, this addresses pretty much every negative response I have received from people about my decision to break away from my toxic family. I will share on our forum for further discussion too. Seriously well considered and so very very true! Fly Free, M

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    1. I have also had negative responses from people for breaking ties with my parents. I honestly miss and grieve them – the them I have seen with siblings and their grandchildren – but know that my relationship is different.

      My sister and I are many years different in age and it was a family joke that we all wanted her parents – they were respectful of her needs and desires, she was supported and told how smart and loved she was. My parents knew it was true and also acted as if they realized that it was too late for the older kids but we can do better with her. I do not in any way wish ill for my sister. I am glad he has happy memories. I am glad she has different experiences.

      I reached out to my sister and told her I missed her and loved her. I told her that I wished we could have a relationship again and was told that ” I’m upset because of how disrespectfully you treated mom and dad. So while I appreciate you reaching out, I really do, what i need is for you to take strides with them before me.”

      I responded “I have thought about what you said and want to clear something up. I know that my actions /email seemed to be selfish, overreacting, disloyal, petty, whatever word works. I have tried for many years, even promising Nana 15 years ago that I would try to have a relationship with mom and dad.

      I did try. For years.

      I have realized that my email was not about punishing anyone else, it was about protecting myself. I needed to create space to heal and forgive them and myself.

      I still love our parents. I am not healthy around them and refuse to be in relationships where medication is needed to spend time with someone. If this is seen as a fault with me, so be it. I can only take responsibility for myself. I hope you can see it to have a relationship with me outside of them, if not, I will respect it and leave you alone. ”

      Although this was hard – I feel ok. Surprisingly ok.

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  10. In the worst stage of my confusion, God led me to The Invisible Scar, and I found a name for my suffering. Through this heaven-blessed blog, I learned what was right and what wasn’t. I found strength to forge ahead, and somewhere to hold on to when the doubts and fear came back.

    There were many different points of healing for me, but I think the most definitive was when I found this blog.

    Since coming here, and finding the Lourdes water of healing right here, I’ve gone on to start my own blog – https://writingonmyheart.wordpress.com/. I think the Lord wants me to find myself through my writing, to learn who I really am, after decades of living through the eyes of someone else.

    For all you’ve done for me and for so many others, Veronica, God bless you always.

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  11. Atm after having cut off my family pretty completely years ago already and now taking time to work through the mess they left behind I’m much more worked up over other people who confront me with such myths.

    Have you ever talked to your father about this? As if he would listen to anything anyone has to say… It’s so scary how everyone automatically assumes that just because they donated genetical material and cohabitated for years they are caring and loving. I’m always told variations of how I should be understanding of them. It’s not like they beat out every variety of me having my own thoughts and feelings without physical force in the first place. I ONLY ever knew their perspective, but sure lets work on understanding them even more because if I truly looked I’d see that EVERY parent loves their children. It’s still me who is wrong, who needs to be the better person, who gets the blame and this is so bloody pervasive in society that if I’d walk away from everyone treating me that way there’d be no one left. I have to pay the bills somehow, which involves people at some stage or another and medical attention also does. One would really think people working in the medical knew more about this than to automatically, almost robotically blame the victim and guilt trip them even further.

    That’s for this post, it’s a drop in an ocean of denial, toxicity, gaslighting and minimisation but I take every drop I can get, it’s not like I was raised to have high standards when it comes to supportiveness :/

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  12. LOVE this post. This validates everything my “twin” and I are trying to get across to our husbands, sons of a malignant narcissist mother and enabler father.
    THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU.
    I will be referencing this in a future post, as my twin and I decided to start a blog to add to the community of those of us privy to narcissists and emotional abuse and for those who are looking for validation, clarification, and most importantly ANSWERS. May we all find peace and happiness!

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  13. “If the parents cared how their children felt, they wouldn’t abuse them.” Yes! Yes! Yes!!! You put it into words!!
    I remember calling childline (a helpline for children here in the UK) and being told to try and talk to my parents. I’ve also had one therapist force me to bring my mother in to a session. I’m still quite angry about this and so annoyed that the people who were supposed to be the ones who understood didn’t at all.

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  14. Thanks so much for all your words of love, it seems we are awakening and for that I’m grateful. You have shone a light in the darkest corners of all our lives and dared to speak of what was there. Naming cruelty mixed messages, doubles binds and gaslighting has literally saved me from having to go insane, instead I am growing stronger, more intelligent and resolve to find my way out of the mess so that I dont pass it on.

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